Tag Archives: loss

Two years ago

Two years ago I said goodbye to my best friend, my horse Lise. She was put down due to ovary cancer, her tumor was the size of a handball. There was nothing I could do, but have her put down. … Continue reading

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A good nights sleep

Just a short post.. It’s amazing how a good nights sleep can change you. I rarely sleep well, I’m constantly haunted by nightmares, my body aches and I’m incapable of turning of my brain once it gets started. I’m the … Continue reading

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I can’t write

This is going to be very weird, me writing a post about not being able to write. But, I’m going to. My mind is constantly writing posts for my blog, actually every single thought I am forming in my head … Continue reading

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A horribly day

Wow, I’m so not ready to write about this.. But it’s been eleven days and I kinda have to… As you might know my father died on the 28th November. It was a huge shock, because he wasn’t really sick… … Continue reading

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Dear Father

I just read the poem I wrote only a few hours after you died, I couldn’t remember what I had wrote. I just remember that I had to write it, it needed to get out. Your family is sticking together, … Continue reading

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Some f**cking hair

Four days ago I had a very weird day, it involved my dead horse Lise. On the day she was put down my friends adviced me to cut some of her tail as I memory. Honestly I can’t remember if … Continue reading

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Regrets and memories

Memories, like the corners of my mind. Misty water coloured memories, of the way we were.  One of my favourite songs begin this way, “The way we were”. When I heard this song I used to see my childhood home and … Continue reading

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The last of the Turboteam

Yesterday a dear friend of mine had her beloved horse Poseidon put down. I was in shock when she wrote me that he was gone, I’m sure that whatever I wrote too her was silly. But it didn’t really hit … Continue reading

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Mourning

My dearest Lise. I’ve written about so often, but still it doesn’t seem like enough. I think about you every day, and I miss you every day… You were one of I kind and my love for you will last … Continue reading

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Where did we go wrong?

Why did you leave? You left us all alone A hatred grew inside of me But now, All I have is questions Why? How could you do this? I still miss you But I think about you less And less … Continue reading

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